Money is a matter but God is always my GOD…
July 8, 2010
Today I went to the beef farm. I saw the beef and they feed themselves happily with the grasses that grow wild in the ex-shrimp farm. The beef there are not mine. They are my father’s. I just help my father to run his new beef farm business. We don’t talk about my salary or how many percent that is for me from this farm. I just help my father and I am happy because this is the way that I can support my parents. I can’t give them money but I can make them to earn money for themselves. At least I can fulfill one of my dreams.
Although I can help my parents, I still not yet earn enough money for my family (my wife and my daughter and my becoming son). There are so many doubts in my heart. I doubt about this and that. I doubt about: ‘can I earn enough money every month to feed my family, to pay my daughter school fee, to pay the doctor, etc.’ I wish GOD will help me financially.
Yes I need money and I really need them now. But, GOD is my GOD, not the money. If GOD say not then I will not. If GOD say yes, then I will do. So, even my condition is like now (don’t have enough money to feed my family), I still love GOD and I will serve Him.
But the Lord is the true God, he is the living God, and an everlasting king: at his wrath the earth shall tremble, and the nations shall not be able to abide his indignation. Jer 10:10 (KJV)
Jeremiah 8-10
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