God, please help me…

God, please help me…

July 26, 2010

How do I feel when some one tells me the death of the people that I not know? Certainly I don’t feel very bad, may be a little pity but not desperate. But, how do I feel when some one tells me the death of the people that I love? May be I will panic, very sad and faint.

This is exactly the feeling of Ezekiah when God told him about the doom of Israel and Judah. His family, friends, relatives all will be dead.

I know that God want every one to be his disciple and being saved and go to the heaven and dwell with Him. But, even everyone can go there, not every one fulfills the requirement. Just like when I am going to send the job application form. Every one can send the job application but not everyone fulfill the requirement.

The important person that I must make disciple is my father. He is about 65 years old now. His health is not very good. He once got stroke since 5 years ago. His background is not a Jesus believer. I wish that God help me with this.

By the way, about the beef farm: Even we have found two people that can manage there, the trespassing still can come and out. They have make deals with them but the civilians are very stonehearted. I am so confused, I hope God will show me the right way to solve the problem and give them wisdom to manage the farm.

About the laundry: the fasting ceremony of Islam will come soon. The house maid will return to their village. It is time for their boss to send the clothes to our laundry. I hope that God will make them come.

And it came to pass, when I prophesied, that Pelatiah the son of Benaiah died. Then fell I down upon my face, and cried with a loud voice, and said, Ah Lord GOD! wilt thou make a full end of the remnant of Israel?

Ezek 11:13 (KJV)

Ezekiah 10-12

My Quiet Time

Kos Yono

It’s time for introspecting…

It’s time for introspecting…

July 25, 2010

I am a disciple of Christ. I also lead two disciples. We still have not made any new disciple in this year. I, as a leader are very sad because I don’t make God happy. Our real job is making other people become Disciples of Christ. The other words, our job is make other people’s life better with the Christ within their life.

Today I decided to meet with them and asked them to choose three of their friends from their mobile phone. We plan to follow up our friends. I wish this will work.

Yesterday I am also very sad because my father was sick. His stomach was very painful. We went to the hospital but there were no doctors in Saturday night. We went to other hospital and find a doctor there. The doctor gave us a recipe of anti aches medicine. The cause of the sickness of my father has not known yet because the USG doctor not there.

Tomorrow my mom and dad will go to Malaysia to see the doctor there. I wish my father’s health become well again. After he return to Medan, I will try ask him to go to the church or may be to attend some small church service first. God has warned me and I must aware.

The king shall mourn, and the prince shall be clothed with desolation, and the hands of the people of the land shall be troubled: I will do unto them after their way, and according to their deserts will I judge them; and they shall know that I am the Lord.

Ezek 7:27 (KJV)

Ezekiel 6-9

My Quiet Time

Kos Yono